I left off in Washington, just over the river from Astoria. A few things to recall, one of which was that in a previous post, I said that we both decided to go back to Minneapolis and end the tour. Before I cross over the river and hit Oregon, I'd like to take a closer look at what led up to this event.
We were staying at Cape Disappointment State Park. That isn't a joke. We were camping and could hear the ocean waves from our tent. I loved it. I already mentioned how much I love the sound of the ocean. I know some folks commented that that sound does little for them. All I can say is I'm sorry for you. It is a beautiful and melodic sound. It is peaceful and relaxing.
John was a bit edgy. I had mentioned that he struggled in parts of Alaska. Looking back, I think he had two things in him. First, he had too much mid-western guilt. John and I were essentially living a big long vacation and that is a hard thing for mid west people to do. Second, I think John had too much to offer the world. I'll go into his future at a later time, but John had a calling to be outdoors. We were in the outdoors, but this wasn't it.
Our final morning at Cape Disappointment started like most others. John was up hiking, journaling, etc and I was in my sleeping bag listening to the ocean. Then I heard it. "I hate $(*^ing sand in my peanut butter!" I quickly got up and saw John throwing what was likely our last piece of bread into the fire pit. I knew it was over for John.
That day, we rode into Astoria and bought him a train ticket home. I did manage to convince him to ride to Eugene and catch the train from there. I also decided that day that after John left me in Eugene, I was going to press on alone to meet my friends in Utah.
I still remember this day clearly. To me, it signifies the day I said good bye to my friend and the day I chose to press on.
I'll leave you with this peaceful picture. I could not find in my notes the exact location of this picture but in my mind it is Cape Disappointment.

Goodbye friend.
